21 November 2009

Ya Rabbi! Dah lama rupanya!

Aiyaaa... I just realized that my last posting was on 27th September. I didn't even blog about my birthday in October. So to say, I skipped almost two months of blogging. Tu la dia...

Hahahaha... This is what you'll get, when you get what you wished for. I wished to be flooded and kept busy with work, I got it. Amik ubat! Hahahaha!!

Moving on...

Well, I never realized how many people actually cared and took notice of my existence, until something happened recently. I thank God that some things that happened, made me realized the part of the whole truth about life.

I came across this reading about human nature and psychology which closely relates to my recent experience. Some people would just stabbed you right through your back in order to make them look good. It affected me in the early stage, but hey, when I came to my senses, I knew that I couldn't be bothered about it that much. The truth shall prevail and by then, these people will know what it means of the Malay saying, "Baru Tahu Langit Tinggi Ke Rendah".

Payment from God, kau jangan buat main2 beb. Dia bagi cash je skarang. You made me cry one day, God repays you the cry of a river. If you know what I mean.

Moving on... (again)

I couldn't thank Allah enough for the blessing that He had been pouring to me. After the trials and turbulence He sent me in July & August, He gave me something else in return... A BLESSING IN DISGUISE.

ALHAMDULILLAH...

P/S: I LOVE YOU!

27 September 2009

Lately...

Yesterday and today, I got a very special person to help me out on painting the house... She helped me with no charge and no rules... Dah memang dia suka mengecat! Hahahaha... Mex, this is for you!

Anyways, the house looked different. It felt as though all the bad aura has left and totally gone. I love the feel of my new house. It's light orange coloured walls, and the room is blue. I simply love it.

Maaf le takde pictures, cuz I lost my G10 recently... Haissshhhh... That's another different story... Damnit!

Somehow, rumah ku syurga ku. Nanti lah I pinjam camera Mex, amik n load kan pics kat sini... I love it!!!

24 September 2009

Terserah

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Bila hanya dalam kata-kata

Ku coba untuk bertahan
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Sungguh tak mampu, sayangku...

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Tanpa bayang-bayangmu lagi

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